Current location:	Mom's house
Current mood:	amused
Current music:	ICP - Piggy Pie

Meh, life is good.
Mmmk, It's been awhile since I have even posted anything in my blog. So I thought I would update you all on how I am and what's new in my life.Well let's see it's been 3 months since I moved out of the hell hole called Florida and away from Joe the asshole. Yeah, I can finally say his name again and you know what I really don't care what he thinks anymore. He is out of my life, out of my mind, and out of my heart....finally. I am doing really well. I have a job working at Suburban Hospital as a Dietitic Hospitality Associate (the people that bring you your food while you stay in the hospital) and I love every minute of it even though the hours are kicking my ass. 14 hour days sometimes 7 or 9 days a week. The pay is good but it's hell trying to do it.

On to my next subject, I have finally moved out of my mother's and into my own place. It feels good to have freedom to watch TV when I want, to stay up as late as I want even though I am 19 when I lived with my mom there were always rules I had to follow and sleeping on a couch doesn't do wonders for the back either. I hated it but I love where I live it makes me happy. And I am happy.

Another thing I haven't talked to Glisson..er excuse me Mrs. Kaufer in a long time and I think she was a big part of my problem she was so drama filled in her life and I was brought down with it. I am glad she is finally out of my life for good. It's kinda funny she keeps trying to add me to her Yahoo and I keep denying her. The last time she did I said NO to it and added the comment of why do you want to add me to your messanger list when I don't want to be friends with you and I want nothing to do with you. Needless to say she finally got the hint. People like that kill me. They don't understand the word NO!!! You would think after denying her the first 20 times she would get the hint...but alas she didn't. Dumb bitch.

The last part I saved for last because some people are going to be really really offended and hurt by it because I said it would never happen ever. I have met someone who makes me really really really really really happy. No he's not from the internet and no he doesn't live in another state. I met him through a few juggalos and lettes that I knew. I met him up at McNeely. Even though there is a fourteen year difference I don't mind it. He makes me smile, he makes me laugh, he makes me feel complete. When I was sick this last past week and had to go into the hospital he stayed in the hospital with me. Stayed by my side until he had to go to work and then he came right back after work at four in the morning. I hate to say it but I do really care for him and scary enough I do...love him. Yeah, I know some of you are probably going to call me a slut or say that I have said that before but this time I really mean it. There is just something about him...that just makes me feel so complete and so whole. I am happy and I hope some of you can see that. I don't want to lose any of you as my friends but for once in my life I wanna be happy.

Also, there is another detail. David and I might be having a baby. We aren't totally for sure but I haven't started yet and if so I will be happy about it because it will mean that it was meant to be because you all know how hard I took it when everything fell apart on me the first two times. Well that is all that is new in my life. Leave a comment if you want.

Blessed Be my Darlings,

Mandi

P.s. ST if you still want to see me, it's ok with David but you will have to see us both. Drop me a line to let me know your plan. -huggles-